I dont want to forget

And the world keeps spinning and i follow too .Light and darkness become one and then it gets my soul.This is who i am.Im good and bad.All i hear is a sad melody as im laying down on the wet ground.Im not dying and im not reaching death either . I see all my past ,all my mistakes,everything i hate and love..but why i cant see you?I cant find you in my memories and im scared and lonely.Why do i forget your face ,your name,your scent little by little?When all i wanna do is be with you,side by side,under a sky full of your smile and scent.I want to breath and feel this sky ,this air, cause this is a way to feel you.This is a way for me to reach you.To get closer to you.I dont want to forget you.The light of the stars is reflecting on the wet ground,and i remember the day you and me realised that we re one,we re connected by the same string of fate ,the one no one can break.Thats what i though that moment i recall,but im still laying down against the ground with no one but a faded memory of you by my side,in my mind.Do you remember the day i sang to you?
"Softly, softly, I heard your voice.
Sadly, sadly, the tears fell.
Longing, longing, in my heart again,
I can’t see you. again, I want to see you"

I know these are my last words and i cant help myself but sing this song.Slowly with my trembled voice,
"Softly, softly, I heard your voice.
Sadly, sadly, the tears fell.
Longing, longing, in my heart again,
I can’t see you. again, I want to see you"

I just want to meet you once more,to see you and feel you.After that i will disappear and you will disappear too.The stars wanted us to be separated,God is laughing at the sight of our misery .How silly we are if we give up on what we say that we love.How did i get there?I dont remeber.This city looks beautiful and thats something you show me.This city is you.Everything is you,thats why i will disappear cause i dont want to live with a faded memory but with you, body and soul.The stars will guide me to the place i now belong.I promise you the smile on my face is because of you ,and the warmth in my heart too.I want to keep this a bit longer if it cant be forever.This life wasnt for us to be together but in the next one i will be beside you forever till the end.