"Reality rocks(hell yeah)."

"Once a dreamer always a dream....hell yeah.
but sometimes dreams are not enough,i want some real things ,some real action,love ,happiness.I have to admit sometimes i dont appreciate what i have,the good and the bad,which is a mistake,cause life is not only good times,but it has its bad too ...I appreciate my life now,even more.When i was younger ,i didnt,i thought that some people should have the chance to choose if they want to live or not,pretty pathetic huh?Maybe it was because of a trend or maybe iwas a bit weak and bored of trying.Now everything seems in the right place,and i think im in the right state of mind too.Gloomy days are needed too so i can appreciate good moments and times.I love how i feel mature everytime i speak about my university lessons,it feels like i grow up,how it feels that everything is new,when i meet up with Ann(what a sweet girl and her cute friend),i love how iit feels to be down and still trying hard to cheer urself uo,or what ur friends do for u,i adore to go home after a difficult day ,back at my room ,my shelter.It feels great when all ur firends gather at one house and do stupid ,silly things.How i feel when i like someone or something.When i go to jrock parties,ull think that at the time im the happiest person alive,i only have to listen to an cafe and i become cheerful(or better nyappy) and dance(para para)hehe.When im talking with Nathalie(julie darling ,oh i love it),when i share my secrets with yumi and dooo plans with Ji.When im reading books in Di's little secret library,when im trying to find the perfect book for hours in a bookstore,when i try to meet someone,when im going out with ellone talking in greekenglishjapanese ,about anime and manga oh and fashion.When i sleep and dream.i just love how it feels to be alive.thats the best moment i think.Dreams are not something impossible,for me dreams are future goals.So that means its a matter of time before they get to be reality too.And again ill dream and dream...and i live ,feel ,breath,hope ,fear and worry,love and hate.This is life,no actually this is reality and it rocks.