"Do you want to runaway with me?"
Have u ever thought of running away from everything and everyone?Take only what u really need for ur journey and start running to a place where no one knows u,and no one cares about u.To start a whole new life,to be yourself just for a minute.Not talking to anyone,not giving a shit about anyone.Choose what u want to wear ,what u want to be ,to live,to believe and soo goes on..I ve though about it many times,i wont lie,and many times i changed my mind,unpacked my things ,and did all the things i did before.The whole routine like a little robot i am.Maybe im afraid ,maybe i dont want to lose the people i love,maybe i m bored of doing something from the start..who knows.Anyway i think i write the same stuff over and over again but in other words..blahhhh boring.
Hmm in a few days its my nameday here in Greece soo that means presents.Last yeari got really nice presents.The one i remember the most is a friend of mine giving me a book with japanese poems translatted ofcourse,poems about love and nature,life and death,spring and cherry blossom trees,and everytime i think about this book im thinking about my favourite poem.its sylvia plath's Madgirls lovesong" i read it yesterday and i though that the man that she waited for so long ,run away too.He run away from her,he tried to forget her and sure he did ,but she didnt ...she waited for him till the end of her time.So sad and so great at the same time..to have something to live for.
honestly..i thought about it many many times too. i thought of just breaking the rules and run away with nothing but myself.
ReplyDeletewell~~i have never done it because of the same reasons as you. i'm afraid. afraid about what's after running away. afraid of loosing importang people and things.
but who knows? maybe i'll have the courage to run away someday :)
PS: your nameday? omg~~u told me about that but i totally forgot i'm so sorry!!