"Great expectations"

"Its Monday afternoon and ive been thinking for a while now ,what i want from my life.I must say that i really dont know,haha,thats sad but i dont know.I dont know what i want to be ,where i want to live ,if this or that is the best for me,or if i should have follow another path.i really dont know and i shall admit that its scary not to know if ur choices are the best for u and ur future.But i dont own a crystal ball nor i have secret powers and i cant see the future either(and i dont really want to).Sometimes im thinking that my dreams are too hight to reach too difficult to fullfill ,maybe i do have great expectations from me and everyone around me,maybe i should compromise and live an easy life with someone on ur side who u dont really want but you know that u will never find the "one",with an easy job that u dont like but u get well paid ,with a home and a family cause thats what people do and they live happily ever after and blah blah blah.I may sound .hmm i dont know arrogant or selfish..but i want to have the best thing for me,to fight and get it,to try the impossible,why not?To find my other half,i know is out there ,to work for like a dog but do something i love,to be as good as i can,to not follow what other people for years now follow and do."I hate it when people think they deserve less things than what they really deserve.its and everyone of us must fight for every tiny dream ,for everything we have,we may not get it but at least we will have try and thats what matters the most.All in all i might have great expectations but its not like im waiting them to become true by themselves or by magic,in fact every minute passes i try even harder ,reaching them.