Monday, November 9, 2009

"Cross the line"

"I did it..i did crossed that thin line between right and wrong..I feel sad ,i feel dirty ,i feel bad and an endless feeling of misery.I hurt people that i dont want to..no not people.I hurt the person that loves me and hates me the most.This is my sin.I dont know how to act anymore in front of him,i dont have any right ...Now im the bad one for good.
I dont know a thing,i feel hopeless and all i want for this is to end..one way or another!
People usually learn from their mistakes...i dont.And im afraid ill do the same mistake again.Fear is what i feel,fear for the future,fear of the future,fear of myself.I have to walk the line and not cross it.But it seems so hard,its like a every day battle.I fight with my demons,and i fight with myself.Eye to eye.The bad side if me fights the good side of me.I dont want to surrender ...but i cant fight anymore..

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