"Slow show"

"Well its another night that i suffer from insomnia or i must say that my sleeping habbits have changed so i cant sleep before 3 am.I was reading something on a free press we have here in Greece about my zodiac which is Leo and said that these days i am me,myself ,and it was true when i realised that i was wearing a pair of shoes that i love but i havent wear for years because it was like not sooo in fashion.But i really didnt care.Another thing was that i listened to some songs(actually i was listening to ayumi hamasaki) that my friends say that her songs are just horrible(but i do like them )and then i switched to something i used to listen a year ago.Its called slow show and its a really depressing song.My taste switched from pop to indie and from indie to classical,but i really didnt care,in fact i had such a big smile on my face cause im proud of who i am,im proud of my weird habbits,and my taste in music,in clothes ,in movies and books(oh yeah im like sooo sorry that i cant read kafka but i can totally read classic haiku) and i think that somehow i m getting used to me,to the original me,the very true me who no one knows because no one will accept it entirely and whole hearted as i want .Only a few people do know me and some of them are people from myspace.People that i care about,they know the real me and they havent reject me or thats what they show(we cannot be sure right?).Im tired of pretending to be something im not,i am who i am (i think ive write it before)so ladies and gentlemen get ready,cause from now on i shall put an end to the little show i used to do.Take it or leave it.Im finally proud of myself(i dont really know for how long though,thats what scares me).